I'm sorry for what you are going through and that you did not have a good experience with your first two doctors
. Your symptoms are serious and sound like they are getting worse and not better and you need to seek care immediately. It is important that you have been given the correct diagnosis. Depression is common but it is possible that you could be suffering from Bipolar or another mental health condition which might require different treatment. It is unclear from your question whether you saw a primary care doctor
or a psychiatrist
. I would recommend at this point, if you haven't already, to make an appointment with a psychiatrist. If you have already seen one, make an appointment for a different one. Clearly the medications that have been prescribed to you are not working and you need a new treatment plan. I would also highly recommend that you receive counseling as well to work through the events that occurred a few months ago which seemed to have triggered your symptoms. It depends on your diagnosis whether or not your symptoms will stop with time. Please try not to get discouraged and continue to seek care as it is very important to your health. Please make an appointment as soon as possible.